seeing her is an addiction….
i felt like i got over her fairly quick but tonight showed otherwise. i didn’t even hang out with her. It’s when i am at work by myself or just thinking is when it gets me the most, i just can’t get her out of my head. I’ve known her for about a year and i just can’t get her out of my head no matter how hard i try. I need to be preoccupied with something just so i do not think about her. I haven’t felt this way in a long ass time. I can’t say that i like it but i cant say that i hate it. It’s complicated
ugh i think i just ruined the best thing i had going for me…..